Why all the problems occur together??

Is that really can trust him? It's too late to apologize now... Am i doing the right thing? I'm happy with current situation more than last time, yeah, Wai Keong, you are right... i really very easy influent by people... i did not expect things will become like that... Is that from the beginning i already done wrong? Really dont know what am i doing now... From the beginning everything also wrong... is that i 'fan tao hua' ma? Recently all the problem occur also related to relationship... doesnt know how to handle it already.. Please!!! leave me alone!!! Why you all keep on pushing me?? when the happiness coming then come another trouble!! Is this so call life..huh!? blogging is one of the way for me to express myself.. Luckily i still have some special person to talk to.. thank you Wai Keong, your sentence wake me up!! you help me a lot in many problem... You really are a good listener.. Need to make a final decision, correct back the thing i have mess up!!! find the best solution which do not hurt anyone...